For so long I’ve held on to hope
Now I lay here feeling like a dope
Years of longingly waiting for you
Hoping I could someday say I do
Knowing deep inside that you didn’t care
Looking for meaning in any moment we did share
Hoping for some meaningful glance
To let me know we still had a chance
I have to accept that you’ll never love me
It was all in my imagination you see
I was holding on to the thought of you so tightly
Letting go of you is a ritual I must practice nightly